A Video Testimonial

Is this really a blog entry if it’s only to introduce my very first, self-produced video? 

Well, I’m going with it. Be sure to turn on the sound.

Here it is, directed and edited by me… I even added music! I had a wonderful time photographing Elizabeth, and right after viewing some of her portraits, she left me this voice recording which I built this little film around. I just knew I had to use it in this manner and share this story. I was floored when I heard her beautiful words. I work to make everyone feel like this!

Thank you so much, Elizabeth. This means the world to me.




The Girl With No Wedding Photographer

So I’m at my local coffee shop having a consultation with this lovely girl. She’s never been professionally photographed and her name is Allee. By the way, if you’ve never had coffee at Paper Tiger in Vancouver, you’re really missing out. Anyway, we were discussing her upcoming photo session, making plans, setting a date and getting to know each other. I learn that she’s been married for a couple of years and has a little girl. I ask if she has portraits she loves of herself on her wedding day. She said she didn’t have a photographer at her wedding. Whaaaat? “There are no photos of you in your wedding dress?” 

Nope. None. 

So I ask if she still has her dress, she says that yes, she does. I tell her to bring it on the day of our shoot and we can also take beautiful portraits of her in her dress along with all the other wardrobe changes. (I always allow for plenty of wardrobe changes). Her eyes grow wide and she asks, “I can really do that?” 

Of course you can! 

She thoroughly enjoyed her shoot, getting all the makeup and hair professionally done and getting to wear some beautiful pieces. Feeling papered and gorgeous. I guided and directed her as I do, to get the most flattering angles and poses.

Then she came back for her reveal, all her photos presented on my reveal wall, printed and matted and looking their best. She kept looking at this one photo of her in black and white with her in profile. It’s a bit antique-ee (it’s my jam) and she just keeps going back to it and says it’s her favorite one. She goes on to say that she never liked her profile. I was interested in this… “This is something you’re self-conscious about? Your profile?” She told me that she never liked it, but now sees that there is nothing to be concerned about at all. Don’t we ladies give ourselves the hardest time? Even over things that may not even be real?

I think this experience really transformed her. I find this to be the case with so many of the people I photograph. They come out more confident. More empowered and feeling like, yea, I AM gorgeous, and whole, and complete and totally beautiful. This is what I love to do for people. I love seeing these transformations, where a person can see themselves the way their family and loved ones see them. 

Now Allee has one less thing to worry about. Her profile is perfect. And she now has gorgeous photographs of herself in her wedding dress that she can pass down to her daughter, who can pass them down to her children one day.


Photos Become More Precious with Time


This is a photo I took of a photo. I don’t have the original, which is something that pains me. At that time, no one knew who had the negative nor who the photographer was since it was taken way back in the 1930s. These types of professional family photos become priceless with time. I really wish I had an original print to frame.

This was taken in a town called Aranđelovac, where my father was born, in Serbia (and then Yugoslavia). I have memories and stories that link to almost everyone in this photo. 

My father is the little boy on the right with the black socks and white shirt. His sister has his hands on his shoulders. She died when she was seventeen. Of what, I can’t recall right now. Something terrible, of course.

My grandmother, Darinka, is in the center with the window framing her. I was named after her, and I adored her. More about her in a minute. My grandfather is just next to her with the mustache. He died shortly after he met me for the first time. My parents flew over there from California (where I was born) when I was three months old. They believe he held on to life waiting for a glimpse of me. 

My aunt Nada is the little girl down front with the plaid dress. She grew to marry an ethnic Hungarian and they lived in the northern, autonomous region of Vojvodina which is about half Serbs and half Hungarians. I lived there for a year to attend first grade, get the language down and become familiar with my family and the culture. Aunt Nada was the most amazing cook and one of the most angelic people I have ever known. My grandmother, Darinka, lived in this home as well. By that time she had had a stroke and was seriously diabetic. I would help cook for her and feed her. I even brushed and cleaned her dentures for her. I loved her so much. She died that year and I can still see the horse-led funeral procession in my mind… going down the main street where we lived. 

The little boy to the left of her is actually my father’s uncle, Velja. I guess his mother and his grandmother were having babies around the same time! He is younger than my father. He grew up and moved to Belgium. Almost every summer, my father and I would fly to London or Paris or Amsterdam and go to his house in Belgium and borrow a seldom used car of his and drive to Yugoslavia. We would take a different route every time and explore Europe. This is how I learned that anywhere is a place I can call home and that the world is mine to behold.

Right behind him, in the white top, is Lela. Now, I am a little fuzzy. I think she is his sister. She had one of those great old apartments in downtown Belgrade. My most marked memory is that she had a swing on her balcony. One day, after lunch, I went to play on the swing. I did that thing where you turn and turn to wind the ropes up tight… then when you let go you spin and spin as it unwinds. Well, I threw up pretty much immediately after that. I had just eaten this familiar type of salad made with tomatoes and raw onions. Man, they shot through my nose and everything. I still have a hard time with raw onions because of that!

Anyway, I cherish this photo and hope that when I create family photos for people, these types of memories can be passed down. It might not seem, that right now, a family photo is valuable. But just imagine being able to give it to your kids, and then their kids will look at it and hold it and cherish it, having so many childhood memories to ponder.

This is why I am a print artist. Hold it. Feel it. Keep it forever. 

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